^ i really agree with kebs.
its that little hope that things can only get so much better that keeps me going.
separate how you think and how you feel, if that makes sense.
i feel like its never going to get better. that this is my life forever and theres nothing i can do about it and that there's no point in living.
but then i think logically about it and its like... any other illness.
you're a bit sick now and its affecting your life quite a bit, just like having the flu would,
but you're going to get better and your life will be so much more enjoyable =].
keep hoping,
one day at a time.
x