Ah crap, I get why you said about apologising to myself now.. Hmm. I fell for that one!! :-/. You do know they're both me..? How? I guess it's because I've shown that side of me here. Heh. I don't know if people know me more than I give them credit for... i honestly don't think they do, because I don't let on at all. I clam up :-/

Heh. Yeah. I know it's different for everyone else, always have. I just don't get why it's so bad for me to cry. I try to when I feel like I need to, but something inside me stops me and I just don't know what it is yet... I guess it's the barriers still coming up from when I was with The Adoptive Family. Hmmmm.