I think i would feel better if you guys really WERE taking a trip with me\

I just never saw myself being a loser at my age. you know, trying to make ends meet......get meds, insulin, whatever. food.....

Didnt realize food was a luxury. And a home, maybe gone soon now too. With no family to go to. Husband wont move. Homeless at 41....isnt life great!

Sorry guys,

just wishing i could for once, get things right. just seems like when my head is above water, the rest of me sinks...