Babe, I didn't talk to my first T for the beginning 13 weeks......And then I would walk out mid-session if she even brought my childhood up! She had the patience of a saint! I cannot remember anything before the age of 14. Big chunks gone and it took 7 years to try and nut a fraction of it out.......and most of it came in snippets of dreams.......not very therapeutic!!

Don't beat yourself up. I would like to say that it will come to you, but I can't guarantee that either. It never did for me. I still managed to get healing, as will you......

Good luck, sweetie......