Piper16--

I understand what you are feeling but think about it. What does it do for us? I know how it releaves the pain--but for the moment--the pain always comes back--it is better to deal with what is bothering you than to hurt. Believe me--I know what you are feeling--I am fighting the same feelings--but I know that in the end the real pain is really just masked for the moment and it is still there. Please feel free to pm me if you want to talk. We can help each other. Support is all around you. Take my hand and together we can make it.

dps