I haven't drank alcohol in more than 15 years, nor have I ever wanted to. In fact, I have a tendency to be very judgmental of those who do drink or smoke. I grew up in a family of alcohol and druggies, and began doing those things myself
very young. Drinking at 10 and having the smoke blown in my face for as long as I can remember. Began smoking pot at 11 or 12. I easily stopped both, as I wasn't addicted.
Anyway, why is that I'm suddenly
really wanting to drink?? I don't get it.

I went and bought a 12-pack of beer this afternoon! Does this make any sense?
Shez