de big made de uter litles go way aftr she hurted dem reli bad. an me no heer r see dem fer lone time. lass nite me hav tu put on a nitro patsh cuz chess wuz hurtin an tuuk de meds pose tu take. but wen me wuz layin down washin tv tu go tu seep me dawt me heer lanna me cawld owt hur name but she no say eni ding back tu me. es me goin crazy cuz me es lonli an reli miss lanna an bj an me jus dink me heer her r cud it reli be hur nun uf de uthers hav c*m back wen cherie sen dem way. me wen an luuk in de safe ruum dat she use tu go tu but she no dare. me jus not no an es scard. not uf lanna but uf me startin tu heer dings dat not dare.

lynn