In short: i was in a near-fatal car crash in October of last year.

Ever since the wreck, I've had very vivid dreams in which I've crashed a car in every single way possible.

Every time I pass my crash site, I get mental flashbacks of me spinning wildly and slamming into that guardrail.

Even blacking out, or thoughts of blacking out triggers a flashback, because of how I blacked out during the wreck.

I just want it to go away...