Miss C,

She did say she could still see me but that she doesn't think she is what I need. When I mentioned only needing to see her once a week (as I have been all along) but being more cautious of cancellations. She said she can't offer that because she doesn't know what will happen. That her schedule, family priorities, ect are more important.

As far as vacation, I understand that. I saw my last T for a year and never had email communication with her. I even had her phone number but called it only once after my mom died, and one other time for all of a minute. I have never called my T now, even though she said I could.

It wasn't the fact that she said "and no emails allowed" while she's on leave; it was the way she said it. The attitude she had that shocked me.

I might see her next week, but honestly, she is saying she is not what I need, so whats the point? It's going to hurt, it really is, but I don't know what else to do.