Im gonna lose my house because of taxes......

Im 41 and still rebuilding. Ive dusted my self off and got back up since i was a kid. emotionally ......that is

I cant afford a apartment, and due to credit, nobody will give me one.

My real parents didnt think enough of me to even try to put the house in my name.

my brother (abuser 1 had taken the papers on the house after mom died)

I cant afford a lawyer.

Friends have dumped me because of my issues. I have only one best friend.

Found out that all the people who said "come to me if you need help financially" were just blowing smoke up my a..

Ive lived my entire life, struggling to stay afloat.

I feel defeated. I feel like a loser. I need a release.

Thanks for letting me vent.

Because if my life keeps going in this direction. I may lose internet soon.

Happy days!

So. what did i learn? people i love, leave......people who offer help dont mean it.

the people who should have helped me didnt. and if i didnt have my husband, I would be here.....alone in chicago. no family.

great.....