I guess I have figured out some stuff, I justw ant things to hurry up and get better. I'm sick of everything seeming impossible and I'm sick of being so ******* ill

I'm listening to one of my favourite musicians My friends say I sound quite like her... Heh. It's jewel. I used her songs as some of my inspiration. Someone that heard me singing yesterday, one of my new songs, asked where my inspiration came from and I said that all my songs are based on my life, from the heart and that I get inspiration from some other musicians and songs, but mostly just from what my mind splurges out on paper. Blaaaah. I need to write more songs..

My stomach is all over the place right now, it keeps popping and gurgling and hurting! Grrrr.