Float away from all the tears...? Confused!!! No, I don't mind you teasing me, if only I understood what you mean!! My brain is floating around like I'm on something :P But I'm not!!!

It was probably poor taste me teasing you like this. I am sorry! I was just thinking of another thing to add to your list............

I guess it's fear of the unknown and fear of being taken back to that time and reliving it.. i don't want to start hyperventilating with Counsellor, because I hate people being there when i panic because they try to touch me, hug me or whatever to let me know that they're there and I'm safe, but that just makes me flinch and feel even more scared.

Can you tell people to not touch you then? It is all about what you need......

But still, I'm so scared!