I'm still confused!! Don't be sorry abotu teasing, it's good to be teased sometimes, brings me back to reality... But if I wasn't confused then I'd probably laugh! Did you mean that there'd be so many tears that I'd float away on them...?

I can try to tell people not to touch me. I remember Connor made the mistake of touching me and I went to hit him because I saw him as my abuser because that's what the flashback/nightmare was of and so I thought whoever was touching me was my abuser. Ick. i soon learned that it was him and started crying

He was very supportive and understood why i lashed out when he touched me. He felt hurt at first, when I pushed him away, but then when i explained abotu it, he understood and said he'd try not to make that mistake again. I can understand why he touched me though. It ust freaked me out a bit more :-/