Pughead, I am right there with you.

My Zoloft induced hypomania was scaring me, because I was tremendously agitated and anxious. Not pleasant.

My hypomanias always start out with me being so happy and energetic. People notice I am happy but don't think anything of it. I get so much done. I actually have the self confidence to be social. If I could be like that forever I would take it. My husband loves the increased sex drive! It usually fizzles out into normalcy.

I guess I always love hypomania because it means I am at the end of a severe depressive episode. Depression is bad, it has stolen much from me. I feel bad that to treat my depressions I need to give up on ever being happy.

So I need to be the primary wage earner, be a mom, and take care of the house minus the hypomania. Pass the lamictal!!!!!!!!