I don't know if I can be all that helpful, but I know exactly what you mean when you say there's nothing enticing you to get out of bed in the morning. I read a journalist's blog and she wrote something like, "I snuggle for those last 5 mins in bed but then realize that the world outside is so much more interesting than my blankets..." and I was like, what in the world are you talking about lady?? I just couldn't even imagine WANTING to get out of bed. Someone mentioned that you work overnites... I'm just getting off one now. I did them solid for two years, and they really did have an effect on my mood. I know it's really hard when you don't know what to do to make things better and all the advice out there seems like the same crap that didn't work last time you tried it. Is there some crazy thing that you would like to do? Immagine that there are no rules and you could do anything you want... I've been thinking about taking martial arts classes, but have been worried that I'm too old and out of shape and my friends would make fun of me... maybe if you tried something like that?

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