Hey Rainbow,

I am the exact same. Like for instance I have moved out my family home and now live in a wee flat with a colleague from work. My twin sister whom I am "close" to has not been up to see the flat outwith when with my folks. I am really hurt. I thought she would always be up here. But nope. My mate called me and I ended up crying on the other end of the phone. I felt like a complete idiot but I needed to do it. I am really annoyed at my Sister. Anyways I am like this with my friends when they let me down at the last minute. No matter what it is. One mate in particular lets me down all the time when we arrange to go out for a meal. However she makes up for it. So I guess I can't complain. Even tonight, I finshed my shift at work at 6pm and thought I would arrange a night out. No-one is willing to go to the night out as all my mates have boyfriends and are spending time with them. Where as I have no one.

Just thought I would let you know that you are not alone