I am new to this site and I am now seeing that there are other people in the world that feel like I do. My mornings are the same as yours. I have no motivation to do anything. All I do is think about things that need to be done, but I have no motivation to get them done. I do get up and look at the things that need to be done and after a while (looking at my list and walking in circles) I go back to bed and think some more. What is truly wrong with me?
Sorry for sounding so sad but that is me. I just wanted to let you know that there are people out here that do understand how you feel.
This is from the heart - I would like to say good job on your achievements. Going to work, school and staying alive. Way to go - keep up the good work.