Oh Pughead, i am so right there with you. I miss mania BAD!!!!

But the meds make it go away. I know i am supposed to be happy about it, but i am really not.

If it weren't for my family I'd stop the meds and go wild!!!!!!

Of course after awhile I'd crash and burn and disolve into deep depression.

But i sure love the energy, creativity, and euphoria of it all.