Thanks guys,
ive got an appointment to see my counsellor tomorrow. its hard but i think i need to talk about it.
Parents arent making it that easy... all i want to do is be left on my own. i feel unable to get dressed and ready and take care of myself at the moment, let alone go out and be around people all day.
i just want to be on my own, to shut everyone else out.
i know they're trying to help by getting on with things like normal but i cant.
i just wish they could understand. i wish i was normal. i wish i wasnt like this.

im just defeated.

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