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I am so glad you have an appointment with your counsler. Tell her/him everthing, be very honest even if it is embarrasing.
I am so sorry you are hurting so much right now.
There is hope. Things always change. There will be good days ahead.
Just hang in there.
Keep posting. How are you doing today? Let us know what happens with your counselor.
We care. I care

