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turquoisesea · Jun 14, 2009, 02:37 PM

well the week started off better =)

the exercise thing was REALLY helping. Only thing is on the job I was helping close - and doing that is really hard physically on my arms. So I haven't played cello since starting that, and haven't been able to do the exercise I was enjoying so much. And my sleep has been REALLY patchy - I've started taking some herbal remedy for it the past 2 nights and it seems to help.. I called in sick to work today because my sisters birds woke me up at 5:30 (I got to bed at 12:30ish?). Also been having major trouble handling long distance relationship with my bf, and that has been pulling on me. My mother thought I was irresponsible for not going to work today and for not getting enough sleep and therefore being a negative influence on a family event around noon today. I feel like a bad person when this kind of thing comes up.

So basically - I'm fighting, it's hard, but I still am fighting. I need to get exercise but in order to do that I need SLEEP. So I'm going to keep trying with the herbal remedies, not being on the computer before bed - these things have been working. And finding a way not to get woken up early, so that I can get consistant sleep. I'm also trying to find a way to reduce the pressure that comes from my bf, but that I'm not sure what to do about *feels helpless here*

Berries, thank you so much for checking up on me, it helps to write this out, even though it's long *sorry*

I hope everyone is doing well, been trying my best to keep up with posts even though sometimes I have limited access here
hugs to everyone