I have another 4 - 6 months left. I am going to see a psychiatrist who will take over therapy with me. I have seen the psychiatrist twice about the medication. My T is coming along to the psychiatrist appts with me.

I will be able to call her after therapy and im going to ask for her email address also. T suggested that we go meet up and go have coffee ocassionally also. I hope this happens becuase people often say that when they are leaving. So maybe its not really going to be goodbye its just goodbye to therapy relationship.

Its still really painful though. I am really attatched to my T and i have told her that i wish she was my mum but i just kinda dropped it like a comment and i dont know if she knew how much i meant it.