Thanx for sharing your strength and experience, kp!

I am in a very weak time of my life. I feel like I tattered flag that's been whipping in the wind every which direction for way too long. I am tired of feeling this way. I am tired of feeling so entirely lost and alone.

I haven't touched those beers yet. I've since figured out what's attracted me to that 12-pack. A man I kind of know. He's a drinker and pot-smoker, but he's nice. And I am so lonely. I am very tempted to go back to the way I used to live my life -drinking & smoking to gain love and affection. Unrealistic, I know. But that's my incredibly strong temptation.

Shez