Thank you.....
I'm still confused as to what I should do ( I am to see her tomorrow evening) ; a bigger part of me feels that I cannot trust her anymore. Not because of something I caused by not telling her about it sooner, but because of the way she responded to my confrontation.
I really don't get the impression that she even understands what she did. I have a feeling she is going to continually place the blame on me, rather than owning up to her part in it as well.
I am really nervous about going tomorrow. If I chicken out, I won't be returning, and will leave it at that; though I know it will bother just as well.
If I do go tomorrow evening, her response is going to be the thing that reserves hope for the relationship or totally breaks it. Since she is moving on full time somewhere else, and only working two nights a week at her private practice, I get the impression she really doesn't care that I leave.
As if she took my confrontation and ran with it as a way out of one more patient to make her life easier right now as far as terminating with most her old patients. Its all pretty confusing right now...
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Hangingon
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Last edited by hangingon; Jun 15, 2009 at 02:42 PM.
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