(((Tmac)))....I lost my Mom 1 1/2 yrs ago but we still had unresolved issues...feel very guilty about that now... I think I am just now starting to deal with her death. She was my best friend in my 20's and 30's but everything changed when she got sick...she turned to my brother and his wife who ended up putting her in a nursing home....I still don't understand, but I guess there are so many questions that I will never get an answer to now that she is gone....

P.S... I lost my Dad to suicide when I was 8... You just don't ever get over that....

You will feel it when you are ready to....When your mind is able to deal with it...Don't rush it...Grief is different for everyone.