Why can't see stand up for me for once instead of stucking up to my little brother. I have done nothing wrong she doesn't even see it she assumes it. Once again I'm feeling "s" word. Everyone here is older ad wiser than me. I can't handle teenage hood anymore. There's no one to hug me if I'm down which I've been for 3 years. Got to wait for this appointment which feels like forever. I want to screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Smash everything because it means nothing to me anymore! panicing right now breath in and out I'm ok. I want to be FREE...