A year ago I met some people,guys,on this on line ustream show. they knew about me ,that i was depressed and suffering from ptsd.evrything was cool .or so i thought,well,i hit a real bad bump in the road and was very suicidal.I told this guy this and he told me he didnt want to hear it i told him ll i neede was a hey dont do it and that if i do commit suicide
and die would he feel bad about itl no he cursed me out and said i waqs laying a guilt trip on him.
,,,i was never so sad and alone.I HAD THOUGHT HE WAS DIFFERENT FROM THE REST,the other guy told me to stop with the pity me crap.
doesnt anyone understand,suicidal ideations is real and serious and it
just hurts ,,,they just dont get it