i know exactly how you feel ,its like you are so damn tired ,you find someone who you think understands you ,you trust them and then they kick you in the stomache,
but ,i think here ,inthis forum,people ,us ,we understand ,cause we have been thru it, althoough it just HURTS SO DAMN BAD WHEN YOU TRUST SOMEONE .
but,I can tell you blue I am here for you we all are because we know how it fels.
do as my soecial worker tol me one day at a time ,sometimes one hr,minute at a time
hang in there you will get thru this
nawls