I have been taking the tramadol for months, my doctor prescribed it to me. It helps. It's the only thing that does help. So... I'm not going to stop taking it.
And, no there is no way to speed things up. I tried, they didn't do anything, I have to wait.
And I pretty much explained about my "family". I'm not saying anything else, just that they neglect, abuse and hurt me. A lot. I'm so sick of it. I'm so tired of it.
I want to hurt myself so badly.