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I most def can understand what your saying and where you are coming from when you say you miss your mania, cause I def do. The difference between you and I is that I never did well when I was manic. Maybe that is because my manic phases where the textbook definition, experiencing every last symptom that one could possible endure.
They've got me on Lithium now, along with a mixture of other drugs, and I just don't feel like myself anymore. Its almost like I have no personality anymore. Actually, it's exactly like that, but I have to just learn to cope with it because I refuse to hurt those I love anymore from my actions in my manic states.
But, the answers yes, I do miss it. Terribly.
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