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Originally Posted by ExiExi
(((rappacinisgarden)))
I think it's wonderful that you have someone who is caring and willing to support you. I think your mother is more concerned about your happiness, not about avoiding expenses or anything like that. Isn't it true? Because it is just the way I get it from reading your post.
Getting a job is much easier than making people understand what really happens.. and your family seems to know it all and care deeply.
I for one have a job but it doesn't wanna help to solve any of my real problems, so I think you are lucky  btw jobs come eventually anyway..
From what I know, finding a right T sometimes takes time. There is nothing wrong with trying.
I hope you feel better soon  |
Hi Exi, you are right my mother is really concerned for my happiness but sometimes I get mixed msgs from her like you HAVE TO do something, find your future or sort it out, etc. And also she said that the T is expensive so I don't want that agian unless I have my own job and pay it off myself. I don't know why it just makes me feel much more worse.. I feel a big pressure for just tiny comments!!! Anyway, I think I'll have to force myself out of this mood somehow...
You are right, jobs come eventually. It's just that I don't feel fit for them. The few interviews I've had I think I've let my feelings seep through... Nobody wants somebody that tranmits negativeness.
Sorry I feel so upset, I don't want to be a black cloud but I judt feel I keep on feeling sorry for myself, and sensitive to everything.
TY, rap