Thanks (((((((((((((((((PC Friends)))))))))))))))))))

I actually see T today at noon, unless a possible dr appt with my mom interferes (which would send me right over the edge, so fingers crossed...).

I did talk to T yesterday in the late morning. I had called him at 8am, needing his help with something with my mom, and he didn't call me back until 11 or so. Normally, that wouldn't be a big deal, but after waiting so long to talk to him, I suspected I was low on the "clients to call back" list and my feelings were hurt. I left another weepy (oy!) message at 10:45 and then he called me back at 11. I told him that it didn't feel fair that I was so independent while he was gone and he was probably calling all of the people back who left tons of messages while he was on vacation- like i was being punished for not calling. I told him I felt like *I* should get called FIRST.

He told me with a smile in his voice "You ARE the first". That took the wind out of my sails lol. We talked a little and I feel safe again about going today.

thanks for the support - I really do appreciate it