I went up to 50 mg today and I am feeling drunk. I am staying home which stinks because it the first sunny day we have had in two weeks and I want to go out.

I am afraid that I am starting to become hypomanic because I feel really hyper and scattered like I want to do a million things but I can't decide what to do so I am doing nothing and I am getting bored.

I hope this doesn't mean that I have to go off this med. I want to give it a chance, but I have been keeping a journal and every day I am getting a little more hyper. I want to even out. I see my T tomorrow.

I don't feel bad right now, but I don't want to go over the edge, you know?