That's the thing, Sannah...

I'm not doing great. I'm not even doing good. Today, after breakfast club and deciding what to do with my money when I get it tomorrow and after meeting Connor, I felt really lethargic. I just wanted to sleep, but it was sooooo nice and sunny outside, but every time I got up to even just get a drink, I almost collapsed. (: I tripped over everything and in the end just forced myself to go outside with Connor. We did quite a bit of walking, then lay in a huuuuge field for ages watching people walking their dogs (and me complaining at how some people don't realise just how lucky they are to have a dog) and just generally chilling in the sun.. But once we were walking back to my flat, I felt exhausted all of a sudden and like I just wanted to sleep. I don't know why.

I keep breaking out in sweats for no reason. Even in a cold room, sitting down and doing nothing. I feel hot and bothered, then sick, then break out in a sweat and start finding it hard to breathe. I don't get it

And now I've just seen the most sickening, evil video I have ever seen. I can't believe my eyes and I can't believe what I'm reading about the way animals are treated and other such stuff. It makes me want to cry, makes me want to murder the sick b--tards that do this both to animals and people.

I feel awful