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sounds like something you could definitely talk to yr T about. At the very least, it will help her to know you better; but saying the words out loud YOU will hear them, and they will be out in the sunshine instead of festering inside. remember "we do not speak about the past in therapy so that the therapist can understand what happened; we speak so that we may hear ourselves speaking the truth about our own life" - Dr. Raymond L. Richmond - and this is what heals. it ain't easy but it's worth it
good for you, for your insight! and Hugs to you!!