I made a huge mistake.
I have let a lot of people down.
I did not mean to strike out towards DocJohn. I don't even know him.
I was having anger issues in my own life...and I acted inappropriately, childish, and cold hearted.
If you really knew my heart you would have seen it was my illness not me doing the typing that day.
I have upset many. I promise DocJohn and all else I understand the guidelines set before us.
I am ashamed as some of you PM'd me and told me I should.
I know I was disrespectful.
I know, I know , I know.
I will be dealing with this in my actual T appointments as the sorrow I feel is immense.
I am so so sorry.