Thank you very much to everyone that replied........I have learn't some valuable stuff with this thread.......it took me a while to process if it was paranoia or to trust my instincts.......

I cannot promise that I will be silent on certain issues, but I will always endeavour to be fair, logical and not reactionary. But I will always have my inner hypervigilant werewolf to patrol the gates, protect the innocent and provide safety in the storm......as much as can be expected.......I am sorry, my father has always said I should be a Mental Health advocate, I am that protective! In real life my friends and family say that I am the ultimate guard dog, loyal, territorial, fearless in defense and have little consideration for my own safety when confronted with a threat.......

I am honoured to be compared to my canine friends! I shall observe boundaries as I have always done and am so glad that my faith has been restored in my endeavours......

If anyone feels crushed by my protective weight, feel free to tell me that you cannot breathe!!!

Thanks all you wonderful people.......