im sorry u r feelin so ashamed that u need ta self harm...an yes, it IS so bad...u not only hurt urself but u hurt the host body an compromise everyone else inside...Karen, i believe that u can find other ways of gettin ur needs met than self harm...i know that u hate urself...but i know too that self harm isnt the answer...we have one that usta self harm because she hurt so much inside...we helped her find ways of dealin with her issues without hurtin the rest of us...as to manda treatin u like pond-scum...that may not b the real way that she sees u...but in ur state that is the way u see her treatin u...it comes cuz u r angry at what u r goin thru an u think that no one else can know or the secrets will come out an u will b seen as a bad girl...mandalyn isnt a bad girl...an she is just as necessary in ur system as u r...an wouldnt it hurt u ta know that u hurt her by usin self harm to make u feel somethin other than nothin? i know...i went thru that...but lemme tell u that when i was able ta b heard an people werent always dumpin on me that i was able ta see my issues in a different light...an i want u ta promise me that u will try ta figure out different ways ta make ur needs met without self harmin urself...cuz it affects every single person that lives with u...not just urself...we would b happy ta pm u or u can pm us ne time u need ta...
abbi 
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