Has anyone ever been jealous of their T? I found myself in a weird place tonight as T was talking about the benefits of therapy. She mentioned how much she has grown and that the time and money spent was well worth it in the end. After that's she went on to say that her marriage is the strongest it has ever been and how happy she is with what she has ( family, friends etc. While i was so happy to hear this, i couldn't help but think, "Why do I have to be the broken one"? Why can't i have this? When will I get to feel this way? While T was rambling on, I felt guilty having such thoughts bounce around in my head. She seems to have it all together .T has her husband, children,friends and a job she loves. The glow on her face while she was talking about it said it all. It's just sickening to me, more so because I'm still young and haven't figured it all out yet.
Has anyone felt like this?