Apologies accepted
But please do not fail to understand you are not the only one here that deals with "the illness or disorder", we all or many of us have major crisis, anger, sadness, none of us are perfect.
Also, at the same time it is unfair to anyone here to become a personal "emotional punching bag", it hurts us too.
So often, I decline from replying when I am in a personal bad place, helps me avoid additional problems.
I confess, I have not always followed this, but work at it.
I hate to take my personal frustrations/anger out on those who are not even responsible or know me.
I do hope you understand, and also know that apologies are accepted.
On the otherhand, I have a hard time being apologized over and over when a problem continues, one of my flaws.
But hey, let us let things go, move on and with hope all get along and try to help each other . . . that is a main purpose for support groups

Take care, also know I wish you better days to come

DE