Thanks for your support everyone.

Tonight I saw my doctor and he confirmed that I have nothing to worry about.

Tomorrow I have a job interview, and the first step to moving on from health anxiety, hopefully, will be getting a job. I'm a good chance to get it, but I am stressed about it.

I saw my psych, psychiatrist and doctor today and wasn't particularly happy with either of them.

My psych was ok, it was our last session (she leaves her current employer soon) and she spent about 20 minutes speaking to me about what I can do from now on, but I didn't feel that it was a good session really, I saw through her today when she was disguising her therapy as chit-chat.

My psychiatrist . . . i was 2 minutes late and he let the next person in ahead of me cos I wasn't there. Then he didn't really talk to me much at all, asked me how things were, asked me how the pills were, see you in 2 weeks.

My doctor . . .lol . . . i think his wife called him and he spent a while talking to her about what seemed like a pressing matter.

I know it has nothing to do with it, but it's almost like the end of an era today. My support people were not so great today and it's time for me to understand that I have to rely on myself.