I ried sleeping and that did nothing. I still felt like utter crap when I woke up

It's not food poisoning, I know that because Connor's Mum has been cooking over the weekend and she always makes sure food's cooked properly because she hates having the fat still in meat and such. So that's a no go. I'm actually really unsure as to what it could be. I had it again today even though it was raining!!GRRR I feel really headachey today, too. BUT today was the first time I didn't feel sick on my bus journey to counselling. Yay!! That was because I drank a little bit of milk before I went, to line my stomach and it worked!!

I don't have anorexia... :-/ I don't have an ED... At least. I don't think I do...

I didn't know what the video was about until I saw it. Now I've learnt my lesson not to click on anything that involves animals unless I know what it is! But this has really set me off on my quest to help animals... Once again... Especially my little angel I'm going to write my letter to Shana and everyone tonight. I keep putting it off because I'm scared, but it needs to be done. I'll send it along with Bryony's Birthday card.

I always keep hydrated. I carry water with me, or money to get a drink, all the time.. Of course... There are times when I don't eat... And then I do eat to make Connor happy... So maybe my body's rejecting food... :-/

I don't know. In counselling today, I felt like I wasn't sat in the room, I felt like I was watching myself in the room talking. It was horrid. I kept fumbling with my hands and pulling my fingers about and stuff. I noticed counsellor looking at my hands and for the first time I didn't wear a jumper to the session, so she took some quick glances at my arms trying to make it unobvious what she was doing, but I was conscious of it... I just felt like I couldn't concentrate at all..