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Old Jun 17, 2009, 11:29 AM
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I had never been able to put a name on it before but I have had sexual experiences (non consenual) with spirits. When I lived in a dorm (single- with no roommate) I would nap excessively due to a mixed episode in which I experienced severe depression but also racing thoughts and frightening hallucinations. On a few occasions I would get the distinct feeling that someone else was in the room standin next to me over my bed. To scared to look I would then feel the weight of their body pressing down on me, penetrating me. It would be over in a few minutes, but that was long enough. Completely confused and paranoid I went to the leasing office and had one of the largest emotional outburts I have ever had. I claimed that people working in the dorms had used a universal key to open my door and rape me and steal my things. I was shouting like a maniac (thats a technical term I believe ) and became destructive of dorm property (for which I was promptly billed for). A few days later I felt the same presence but with auditory hallucinations as well. They were telling me the only way to end thier assault was to kill myself. After a pathetic attempt I was hospitalized, had my meds switched and haven't been accosted by the presence since. I kind of miss them. Misery loves company I guess.

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