I remember being aware while having grand mals as a kid. I couldn't control it and remember being aware except for a few seconds where in the worse part of the seizure I blacked out.

I'm kinda at wit's end with the tremor thing. I've been to a movement disorder neurologist who did all these tests on me then said I don't have a movement disorder. I asked if I had Essential Tremor since two other family members tremor and ET is hereditary. The neurologist told me to see a psychiatrist and get my thyroid under control and guaranteed my tremor would go away. Thing is my thyroid has only being going crazy past couple months as my dr has watched thyroid closely for years yet my tremor has been going on over a year. And the PTSD has not been going on as long as the tremor has. I think they are unrelated and the neuro was just a jerk. I was given nothing to control the tremors. Along with everything else wrong with me the tremors are making me even more of a recluse because I can't go out with friends because I can't hold onto cups or the menu in the restaurant, etc. Tremors are embarrassing.