Does it really matter if we are beautiful or smart ?
Not near as much as if you are good.
And I think deep down you are a good person.
I'm stuggling with self-esteem also and it's not really that bad
if I think positive thoughts . It's the constant battle with why
bother , its too much effort , this will never end.
I do think concentrating more on being grateful is a great step
in recovery. I am going to try and practice that more myself.
Take Care