morning_view....you wrote "But like radio_flyer, I don't feel depressed... but then, I don't feel good either - in fact, I just kinda, feel nothing at the moment (which is probably a sign of depression anyway)."

I can relate to what you said as I don't feel depressed, but I don't feel all that good either. sometimes that feeling nothing follows me a lot. But then I am not sure if that "feeling nothing" is safety for me. Guess we could spend a lifetime on mental health..