Blue--

I am sorry that you are going through all of this. I understand what you are feeling and saying. I know it is hard but you are reaching out coming here and we are all here for you, listening and crying right with you. Some part of you is trying so hard to not give up, you are being heard. I know it feels like no one is hearing you but believe me we do.

I know how scary it is to tell someone, but there is power in telling, in someone else knowing. I know how it makes you feel but you are worth something and never let anyone take that from you. Your life is important and you deserve to live. That feeling of not wanting to live I know can be really strong and can fill you but fight.

Telling someone will help you. I know it seems that it won't, but if you keep telling someone is going to hear. Please keep writing here and know we are listening. Think about what everyone here has said to you, they all care and love you. I care too.

dps