in my dreams my boyfriend and i broke up. i been feeling this for a bit now because of everything that is going on. my son took money that he was not too and he is lying about it. i got so mad at him and my boyfriend and it is stressing me out because they can not get alone and my son has a big problem with his sister who was born 3 years ago and he can not get over it. no one understands me they all say do this do that but really they don't know what it is like. parts of me want to give my son to his real father so i don't have to deal with this and the other don't that i can not turn away on my son. there is so much i can tell you guys but it would take my days to tell you. maybe my doctor tomorrow can help me. i am going to take a walk today and thinking about what i am going to do about everything.