
Jun 18, 2009, 04:29 PM
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Member Since: Dec 2003
Location: Coram Deo
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It's not a good spot you are in right now...thinking and all. I hope you can manage to get to a better place soon. 
With regards to MS or not MS... why not ask the doctors to try some of the meds for MS with you? Many of them are used off label for pain and the same neuro issues, I know personally of this. (I don't have MULTIPLE lesions, just one due to the accident.) The MS society took me under their wings anyway... and I would hope that you join the local support group. They are not only emotional support, but encourage you with a wealth of information to help educate the doctors. Your lack of treatment can be, unfortunately, common place. 
I hope you don't stay angry for long... or at least to where it is detrimental to you (and that includes holding it in when it can harm you.) I've found little benefit in anger, but I had to move to that place and it was a very arduous and slow journey. Anger isn't in my best interest and I think it isn't in yours either.
While we aren't at fault or blame for our pasts, we are responsible for our presents, with hope of planning for our futures. Find higher ground if you can, and spot out where you want to be. 
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