I am in a great relationship going on five months now, with a beautiful and intelligent women. And I have no idea why, but I am absolutely intimidated by her and am consistently shy, nervous and cant help but to feel anxious around her. When we first started to have sex it was average I would say. But soon there after I began taking perscription drugs for my adult ADHD that severly lowered my libido and ultimately made me very anxious and nervous prior to any sexual activity leaving me with a severe case of ED. This lead to me feeling very embarrassed and has since been acting like a subconsious time bomb whenever we are together because I am constantly thinking about it. Its also began to mess with me mentally. Making me question my 'manhood' so to speak, and about my confidence as a heterosexual male. Because while I would say I am on the cusp of telling this girl that I love her, because I really do, I still have a hard time admitting it to myself. So it leads me to ask? Do I really know what love is? Am I afraid to truly recognize it or do I enjoy being unhappy?

I have been diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety and as a Hypochondriac.

Any input would be great, thanks!